Rikusuke

If my parents ever took my feelings seriously I would be a lot better. They never listen to what I have to say, it's just like I'm a puppet for them to control that no one really cares about. I wish they would actually take the time to actually listen to what I have to say instead of expecting great things from me. My Aunt and my Uncle are the only ones who really understand who I really am. They listen to what I have to say and they care for me a lot to let me stay with them. They don't approve of my parents toying with my emotions like they have been doing for the past two years. Sometimes I think my parents will understand who I really am and what I want.

I have tried many times to reason with my parents and tell them how I feel and everything. They just won't listen to me and all they want me to do is try harder and harder. I'm trying my best yet they don't understand my feelings yet and they just cause my to be depressed more than I already am. Thats why I stay at my Aunt and Uncles house all the time because I'm starting to despise my parents even though I still love them. I've been seeing an in school therapist and he isn't helping me at all. All the therapist ever says is, "How does that make you feel." It just makes me even more angry than I already am. Maybe if people in my town would take my feelings into consideration then everything would be alright with me. I wouldn't be depressed all the time and be so angry with my parents. If only they cared enough for my feelings.

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My Aunt and Uncle decided to let me stay with them for a couple of weeks so I can calm down a tad bit. My parents have been pressuring me a lot lately and I think this will be good for me. My Aunt and Uncle love me enough to let me stay by them. They are on the phone with my parents right now arguing because my mom and dad want me home studying for the weekend and I won't go home. I'm scared that my dad is going to come over here and drag me out of my Aunt and Uncles house and bring me home. Right now my stress level isn't as bad as it was before because I am with my friends right now.

Thats what happened to me and my girl friend. She was never the one to call me and I was always the one to call her. Soon to find out that she didn't really like me anymore. She just didn't break up with me because she felt bad for me because I couldn't get any other girl but her. So she stayed with me for about a week more until she ended the relationship. I thought when she call she wanted to say I love you but it was the call of doom. As in she wanted to break up with me. I don't know if she is just trying to avoid you and the only way she will talk to you is if you call her up, but be aware she might not really like you anymore and she probably just feels bad that if she breaks up with you, she will break your heart.Well good luck on your relationship. I hope nothing bad happens to you.

Your really lucky you get to come home and relax after school. When I come home from school I have to study for my finals or my parents will kick me out onto the street. So just be lucky with the life you have right now. Maybe some time we can switch so I can get some relaxation once in a while.

What makes me angry the most is when my parents pressure me on everything I do in life. I can never do anything good without them telling me to try harder or do my best when I really am. I've been studying every single night for five hours straight on my finals and my parents keep wanting me to study more. I don't have a social life right now because all I do is study, study and more study. I never have time to do that many things anymore. Right now I'm at my Aunt and Uncles house because my parents pissed me off so much I felt like I wanted to attack them, but I didn't. I just walked out the door and didn't even look back at them yelling at me. My Aunt and Uncle are going to take care of me this weekend and they are actually being really nice to me. I've been hanging out with my friends this weekend and playing video games for the first time in two weeks.That is what makes me the most angry.

I would never do anything to hurt my self in real life. I'm trying my best to get my grades in school back up. I've been working hard by staying up most of the night studying for my finals in school. Sometimes I get bored but I live through it knowing that I will try to make my parents happy for me again. Right now they really don't give a *BLEEP* about me, like they just put so much pressure on me that I have to take pills just to keep my depression down. Sometimes my life gets so complicated I don't even understand who I am anymore. But I would never do anything to hurt my self or anything of that sort.

Well recently my girl friend broke up with me because we had many differences and now I don't know what to do. I've been so depressed I haven't been able to concentrate in school or do my homework. My parents are starting to get on my case about how my grades are coming out and they keep grounding me for weeks at a time where I can't play any of my games or anything. I mean I'm trying my best but nothing is working out for me. What can I do to fix this? I've tried studying harder even under deep depression and nothing is making my parents happy. It's like I'm just a toy that needs to be harassed and played with.