So here it is: There is 2 guys in my life at the moment. Number 1 is a guy that i've been out with before over a year ago and we broke up cos he didnt want to go out with me because of the pressure of school. He was a *BLEEP* back then but he' changed alot and it's suprising he does sweet things for me and isn't selfish like he used to be. He makes me feel special and he and i understand each other because we are tackling the same school problems with exams coming up. Number 2 is a guy that i went out with for 8 months and we went through alot together. But we broke up because i ddn't think i loved him as much as he loved me. When i went away i cheated on him and i couldn't stand seeing his sad face. He still loves me and wants to get back together and since i'e seen him with another girl i know i miss him. Both are great and i took a chance with number 1 before and it didnt work out so i'm not sure if i should again. we are going on holidays together for a grad trip because we both need to get away...... number 2 doesnt like that and if we got back together then he would be so frustrated the whole time i was away co of the history!! I need help i'm stuck.... i just don;t have a clue
