johnsgirl

I'm looking for someone who can help me figure out how to make a site the way I want it. I have made several websites, but what I'm looking to do now is make one where I can have members. Something where people can sign up and log in. I'm pretty sure there's some kind of special coding needed for this, but not sure what. I'm thinking it has something to do with php(no clue what that is), but I'm not sure. Any help and input would be GREATLY appreciated! Thanks in advance.

In my personal experiences I have learned that letting someone who cheated back into your life is a huge mistake! I have had guys cheat on me, swear they would never do it again, they were sorry, and all the lame excuses one could fathom. I had my heart torn out, ripped to shreds and stomped on more times than I would care to count, but it's always the same. Once someone has broke your trust, you can't get it back. Somewhere in the back of your head it's going to be there, and what she's doing just elevates it more. People change, sometimes for the worst. There is someone better out there, someone who will treat you the way you deserve, and respect you. Keep your head up and move on! I know it's hard, but it's the best advice I can give. Life goes on, sometimes relationships don't. You can't put yourself through the pain, and if she loved you, she wouldn't stray.

So I've been dating this girl for about 5 years now. Things were great at the beginning but 3 years in her father passed away and things went crazy. During our fourth year together she started to spiral down into depression, most likely due to her father's death. Despite her constant sadness she never allowed herself to talk to me about her problems. As time went by, she started meeting some guys, 3 to be exact, and began to confide in them about her sadness and depression. This gradually developed into feelings and she was seeing these 3 guys behind my back, at different times of course. When I found out, she claimed that they were only friends and they were temporary relief from all the sadness she was going through. I believed her. All 3 times. She was a good girl when I met her, that's why i fell for her. She was very kind and considerate. But now things are so different and she's no longer the person I fell in love with. But I'm such a hopeful son of a *BLEEP* that I don't allow reality to soak in. Everyone of my friends, including hers, have been telling me to walk away. And I've tried but can't because I know she's got a medical condition that's making her make irrational decisions and act on impulse. I am also very close to her family. They love me just as much as I love all of them. Now i'm torn. This girl i'm with is constantly going through emotional ups and downs and is constantly looking for relief away from me. Because I am her reality. I remind her that life isn't always peachy. I remind her of the times we had with her father before he passed. Like I her family loves me. She still sees guy number three. She said she can't just cut him off like that. She needs time to slowly pull back away from him. But to me it seems like forever. He calls her everyday, and he emails her everyday. He's making her gifts and she would call him when she feels like *BLEEP*. And she does this while i'm around. Sometimes she would wake up in the morning feeling very irritated and groggy and she would be soo cold to me, then she would call him up and all is smiles and laughter. But to me, this is her depression getting the best of her. Can somebody slap me in the face with the truth. Friends have been telling me all this but it just doesn't register. How do I harness enough hate and anger to walk away. I am not an angry person. I try to give her the benefit of the doubt, but she's just abusing it. What should I do? What could I do? Life's a *BLEEP* and mine is a perfect example of it. I'm torn and everyday a little more of me dies because of her.