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Sometime I don't even choose the group and is just force to be with them. But in the end they do pretty good and all, even though some of them aren't so serious they still give it their all. This is what I find interesting... Sometimes even the lazier person would give it all just to win with a group of people he/she doesn't even know that well or even not at all. But then I guess you can say I'm lucky for always being in those group that continue to work even if I don't contribute a lot to the group...

Coincidence... wouldn't that be a little too much to be just coincidence?? I don't know, but what I've heard is that those things happens to you more than usual then it's not a coincidence anymore... Bah, I really don't know but yeah, I'll just take everything as luck. Cuz I don't really want to believe that it's all about coincidences..

Awww.... Thanks so much. I like what you said, and looks to me that most of that I really knew about it but like you said I just didn't care about it. Sometimes there's bad things happenning to me and I know exactly who did it and all. I always say that they'll pay for what they did, but then I never do it because of the cycle of life which you pretty much explain it all already. What goes aroud come around. No I never did it. But the thing that is weird is that sometime you don't do it then after a few days it happen again but this time it's someone different. Even though you didn't do it it still coming around too. As for the 3 types of people... would you say that I'm the one who always have good things happening to me? That's maybe because of what I just wrote. But really, after that good things that happen to me. I always have financial problems. About the last thing you added. I know that it works at time. I meant, I did that kind of stuff on my cousins just didn't really care giving it all, or winning or losing that they did every they could just to win and in the end they did win or at least get really close to win. Life sure is strange, but I really think that's the beauty of life. If all those things happens then they were meant to happen. And if you don't try to enjoy it, then you never going to be able to enjoy life... isn't it?

I know what you mean. I'll do something about it for now on. At least I'll try to do something.

I'll do something about it next there's something. Even if I'm not going to do a lot, I'll just try to do it and try to have some fun out of it. As for my future I have no idea where it is heading now. Maybe if I didn't become that lazy I probably would still be on the top. Luck or not, that I have no idea... I'll just keep on living my life and try to do something good out of it.

I like what you said "Don't be the kind of person that stuff just happens to, be the person that makes stuff happen" I sure hope life was that easy and that I could make things happen. But no, have to work really hard to make things happen. But about being number one... I never really cared. I don't even know why. Maybe because of what happen to me before when I was younger. I grew up not being such a good kids when it came to study. I failed my second year in elementary school. Then after that year I started to study and became very good at it. And of course I would have my weakness too, but the over all was good. I wasn't always first, but I would like always being on the top 10. Then when I went on to middle school, every of my cousin was always on the top and was like first in the class rank. So what my uncle said was whoever would be ranked number one he would give money to them. So, I just took it as another challange and after two years I was number one. I don't know... but now I'm really feeling like always being number one is boring. I don't know what is wrong with me now. Maybe I'm just crazy.. but yeah, I don't know I guess I was always lucky then. =/

I just want some people opinion on this. And if you ever wonder, yes I am crazy ahah lolI don't really know why, but since 5-6 years now I've always been in a class where the other students aren't all serious, or doing their work. But when the school decided to do something and the winner get a pizza party, or some kind of party for the effort that class did to be able to win the contest.Well, I remember that in high school they had the charity thing. And the class who would collect the most money during that hour they'll get a pizza party. My classed collected around $300 making us the winner of the school. Everyone in the class was so exited to be the winner and all. And I happened to be in that class but did nothing to help the class collect more money. But since I was in that class I got credit for it, and I really did nothing but still go the credits. I feel bad in a way.Last week was halloween. Now I'm a college student, and my dorm have that competition thing on who every get the best decorate lounge get a pizza party. And just like in high school, I did nothing to help my floor decorate the lounge or give ideas to it. But it didn't matter, my floor won and we gonna get that pizza party. I did nothing, but still get the credit for winning since I'm living on the winning floor. It always seems to me that whereever I am, I always end up with the winning class, group, team, or whatever you call it. Well I'm not always winning or always doing nothing, but when it comes to sports I help and sometime my team would lose. But most of the time I'll always end up with the winning team. I told that to my friend, the girl I like =/ and she told me that I was lucky to always win. And that I should really try to do something to be number one. She told me she always wanted to be number one or always like to win. But to me, I don't know.... I don't really care either I win or lose. I don't really care either I'm first, or last. But somehow, I've always been on the winning side even though I barely do anything...So what do you think of this? Am I just lucky to be most of the team on the winning side? Or is it me that does something to the team without even knowing it that is why I'm always on the winning team?

Sadly I don't have a website as of right now.I will get one soon though. And when I do I'll get back on here and let you all see it.

Nice. Wish I could travel lot more and be able to take pictures too. I mean I do take picture but they're not that good and my digital camera isn't that good anymore. I still haven't find a little part time job to be able to buy a new comp or a new digital camera. Which sucks... Cuz I really wanted to be able to talk pictures so I could always remember where I've been and how beautiful things are.And your website, I like it. It's so simple yet so pretty. I like it how you advertise for things on the right frame. I think it's a frame. Haven't been playing around with HTML for a long time now. But still I want my own little website. More like my own website with my own domain, but I'm not gonna get it. Haven't find a good name for it and the inspiration on how to make my site about and all.Anyhow, keep on taking pictures. That way you'll always remember where you've been and how things can be pretty in their own way. Keep it up. =)

Be yourself has always been one of the key.Then after that you have to find your own time to see her more often in school, so that way you can talk with her lot more. You also said she's in your Italian class? Is she better than you in it? If she is that'll just be the perfect reason to ask for her number or her email, so that way you can ask her to help you with the homework and all. That would give you lot more time to spend with her also. But if you're are better than her, then you should try to come up with an excuse to be able to get her number or her email.Else if you don't want to approach her that way, there's always the direct way. Which ask for a lot of courage to tell the girl you like that you like her. Also if you do tell her and that she doesn't like you, it's not the end of the world. So keep you head up.Yeah, I know... easy to say than done. Anyhow, I did told the girl that I like that I like her and got rejected. And now I barely see her or hear from her. It hurts, but have to live with it now. So yeah.. Choose carefully of the way you want to approach her, that's all I have to say.

Girls sure are hard to predict and to understand. Nonetheless, I still like girls for that reason. I'm weird, and always have been. But yeah, tried carefully to aproach her but in the end I got nothing. Looks like the friendship we had is over too. Bah. Should have stay quiet maybe. Oh well. Life still go on, so do I.

Sorry. Took me a while before coming back on Xisto and to reply. I didn't get to tell her in person. I send her an email, and now I barely sees her anymore. When I wrote it in the email she replied that she wouldn't change. As in she didn't like me like I liked her, and that she wasn't going to plan to like me or try to not see me anymore. But now.... I barely sees her, or hear from her. She used to show up online a lot before I told her that, now she's not even online as much, nor do I see her around the school anymore. Bah, maybe I should have never told her that so that way I still would have been able to see her and all. But as usual, I always ended up being alone. Oh well, time to try to move on now. Going to be hard since I still think of her everyday and still like her a lot. Either way. Thank you for the advice and all.

ahahh same here. I like google better than yahoo, msn or any other site there is out there. When I was first introduce to google, I didn't like at all and I keep using yahoo. But as time when by I saw that yahoo didn't provide as much as google. So now pretty much use google for any research I need to do.

I like soccer but I sadly I don't have any favorite team to cheer for. I would just look at a game and decided right there who I am for. I don't always stick around supporting only one team. I know I'm weird, but at least that way I would't be so mad if they don't go to the final.

where from Asia are you from?