Hi to whoever reading this .My girl just left me and i lost my job , i guess i neglect her and she just left me after she got a new job with new colleagues .she treats me like a friend overnight , i cant accept it , its hard . we been together for 2yrs and been thru alot .I been trying whatever i could , but the more i tried the further she avoids me . Now she totally dont answer my calls .Its been a week and i cant stop thinking of her , i tried to do other stuffs to forget but no matter what i do she keeps coming to my mind .I cried everynight , i can't sleep and i got no mood to eat anything . My friends ask me out but it seems like i dont dare to get out of my room .I dont dare to face anyone . I keep thinking of suicide everynight . I'm really lost I donno what to do anymore , can anyone help me ??