HAPPY: Where do I start...Im 21 years old and have hit rock bottom from of a broken heart...I fell deeply in love for the first time in my life, and couldn't have asked for a better man. Although he was 5 years older than me and a bit egotistical and cocky at times love is blind and I fell for him desparately...He loved me and I loved him more than anything or anyone in our lives...He treated me like gold, and suffering from depression for most of my life I was now happy and my life finally made sense..PURE JOY:After we had been together for a while he moved to another state and I planned to move in with him as soon as my lease to my apartment was up. We both always really wanted to move and it was the time.THE CONFUSION: Here is where the NIGHTMARE comes into play. As soon as he moved away he basically stopped talking to me with very little explination. I was ABSOLUTELY DEVISTATED. We had plans for the future, marriage, and even children. I felt extremely depressed, anxious, and sick to my stomac when I would think of him. It was exactly like a loved one had died. With very little comunication over the next couple months, I grew VERY confused. Questioning myself everyday. What had gone wrong, we were so in love, our relationship was close to perfect. THE ANSWER: It's been 5 months sense he left and I finally know what happend. As soon as he moved away he got another girl pregnant. Im guessing on a one night stand and he felt as though he had to step up and take responsibility by moving in with her and completely cutting me out of his life. I suppose he thought by not telling me what had really happened would have not hurt me as bad, but I am now hurt more than ever. I'm absolutely crushed. I cry everyday and feel as though I'm in a dark hold. What could have been will never be because of his mistake. We had it perfect and I'm hanging on by a thread thinking about what should have, could have been...Please help!
