kassuberacing

I have been with my girlfriend for 3 years now and during that time i have cheated on her twice with 2 different girls. Its not that i dont love her or enjoy what we have/do together. But i enjoy attractive womens company a lot and experiencing sexual relations with different people is just more exciting.
Both times werent that good though... and i feel really guilty for doing it. Only one of them new i had a girlfriend and she didnt mind but when the other found out she wasnt to happy about it, plus i found out her sister knows my mates so that just made it worse...

and the other day we went to get subway and she was in there, so i had to make an excuse and quickly leave before she saw me..

hope my girlfriend never finds out cause i love her a lot a dont want to lose her. :\

I understand where you're coming from. I have cheated on girlfriends in the past only to feel miserable about it in the aftermath. The best thing i can say to you is that, if there is a need or feeling to wanting to cheat or being enticed by someone of the opposite sex, while you have a gf/bf should be a clear answer as to your feelings of the person your dating. What i mean is when you find your soulmate or the person you are meant to be with, then other memebers of the opposite sex will not entrigue you or entice you anymore. Thats just my opinion and what has happened to me since I met my current gf and its the greatest feeling.