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aww thanks madhatter for my late birhday. hahavery intersting what ppl wrote.......

MY BIRTHDAY!! hahabut it really is....basically i never knew that on april 20th was the time when people smoked. when first hearing that i was relly curious as to why and i just tried to look it up and found out thatnobody exactly really knows why april 20th is the national "marijuana" day.Here are some theories.they said that back in the days, that "420" was the code for cops when troubling upon marijuana.that there are approximately 420 chemicals in marijuanaand because its hitlors birthday (what a coincidince)The thing is, it wasnt the code for the police, marijuana does not have 420 chemicals and hitlor hadabsolooutely nothing to do with it.I do know that april 20th the DATE isnt what it originally was. From research i guess that it was the acutal time 4:20 but slowly people had decided that it was the date 4/20.interesting...

when i was in 5th grade, which was 5 years ago, this was right when google first came out i think...anyways, i remember my 5th grade teacher telling me that the word google was the biggest number possible and that it was bigger than infinity. Back then i believed it but then you really think about it, how is a number even possibly bigger than infinity if infinity goes on FOREVER?and is googe EVEN a number?????anybody know?

hi leeleelee i dont live in japan, but i was there last july for a month!! Tokyo is crazy like always but beautiful and the best thing is goin shopping!! are you from there? do you speak the language and do you have family there?

oh you are not alone, im a girl aswell and i was 15, i just turned 16 on 4 20. yayerrrrs

Where to beginn....me and my ex boyfriend, Chris, started out being best friends for about 2 years.off and on he liked me but i didnt try to mess around with him because my other girlfriends like him as well. maybe a year later i couldnt help myself but to be interested in him and sooner or later we were going out. (dont worry my friends didnt like him then) So the beginning of the relationship it was good, we always promised we would be best friends and talked about how stupid it was that people wouldnt even talk to eachother after couples break up. everything was fine and normal then one random day he decided to break up with me. Of course i was heartbroken because i had never been dumped before and i pretty much cried for a week straight. Life was really crappy and i wouldnt accept the fact that we broke up. Especially because he had done so many things in the past to hurt me and i have done nothing to him, but in the end i got crazily hurt. Anyways about 2 weeks later, after my misery, we did get back together and i was probably THE happiest person alive. The following month was the best we had ever been and i did loose my virginity with him. Me being dumb as i was didnt treat him like i wouldve wanted to and started lieing about things. An example would be the fact that he would tell me not to go to the club and id tell him i wasnt when i really did. Slowly after only a month of being back together, we both started to break down....AGAIN. we were fighting nonstop and things just werent working out. He would do things that would hurt me and i would just b****. Obviously by the way we were going, i knew it was about time we were about to fall apart. The thing was, i wasnt ready to go through that much pain again because i did love him. Eventually i took the first step and asked what was bothering him, why he wasnt so affectionate. He just told me he didnt know if he liked me or not. Even though i could already tell by the way he would act, i didnt want to believe it and being stubborn me, i wouldnt believe it at that time. So i basically just blew it off and told him to not be so sure of it so soon and to wait it out and think about it. TERRIBLE MISTAKE. Because the following two weeks after were just pretty much hell to me. Basically, we were still together, but we werent. Everyday i had to be with him and know that there was nothing between us. We would still hold hands, but it wasnt the same way at all. We would still hug, but it was barely a hug. And when we did kiss, it was only a tap, not only that but he didnt call me anymore like he did everynight. This was the most painful because everytime we did something that was suppose to be the same as before, it wasnt and all it did was make me feel depressed and thinkin about what it WAS like. Finally, my friends pushed me to it and had made me break up with him. I remmeber his exact words, "can we still be really good friends"The next day summer started so we didnt see eachother at all, and of course i missed him like crazy because there wasnt one day when we had not spoken to eachother. Maybe a week into our break, i called him and we talked for a little bit and had decided to hang out the following weekend. When the weekend finally came up, i had called him right away and he never answerd his phone. Then i had to leave on a vacation for a month and didnt hear from him at all. As i came back, i called him right away, but still no answer. I left him messsages and no replies. Then my friends began to tell me that he had said he hated me and didnt want to talk to me or seee me at all. really, why, what did i do to him?He was the one always doing the bad stuff, making mistakes, and hurting me. I was the one being mad at him for doing stuff but always forgiving him in the end and always trying to make things right. And in the end i just kept getting hurt and hurt and hurt. Anyways this story is taking forever so i will try to finish quick.After 2 months of not talking to him i saw him and we started talking to him. I couildnt stay mad at him for being mad at me over nothing and ignoring me because i still did love him. By the end of summer we hooked up again and i got pregnant. GREAT right when we were starting to talk again, something big happens. Of course when i told him he got scared and basically ran away. After trying to get support from him He told me he didnt like me and that he didnt need to be responsible for anything. He told me that it was my fault that i was pregnant even tho it took TWO of us to make that happen and he said how it was annoying how i would try to keep him invovled in what was going on.(this was all in a 3 month period) He also told me that our relationship was a waste of his time and that he didnt care if he were to never see me again. YEA i was pissed, ive been hurt so bad by him that it was affecting school, work and social life. And after being pregnant (which is very tiring and stressful) he had the nerve to say all that to me. The painfulest thing about that was the fact that during the whole time, everything he had said and done had always passed through me, that i never kept that against him because i was still so in love with him but so hurt at the same time. Eventully time passed and we stopped talking. We would see eachother everyday and ignore one another. After about 3 months of complete ignorance, we did start talking again and both are doing fine currently. Im guessing that for most people they would never be able to talk to that person after everything they have done? But me, i still cant put that against him because even after almost a year of being broken up, i still love him.....crazy? yeah. i think i need help...any comments anyone could make about this would be nice, maybe give me their view of the story.

Another song that i got lyrics to but never finished recording.baby im sorry.im sorry baby im sorrywont you please forgive meid do anything literally anythingto have you in my arms againim regretting everything i really meaneveryhing ive done to hurt you boyand from my broken heartthe bottom of my broken heartim aplogizing to youu...boy i kno weve been thru many thingsand i know that weve been apart for too longbut lately ive been thinkin really hardabout the things that me and you had went thrui know i acted dumb treating you the way i didi shouldve known this a year agobut baby people like me make mistakesthats why im sayin this andtruely im meanin this.im sorry baby im sorrywont you please forgive meid do anything literally anythingto have you in my arms againim regretting everything i really meaneveryhing ive done to hurt you boyand from my broken heartthe bottom of my broken heartim aplogizing to youu...boy you know we tried to work it outand how wed always end up at no wherearguin and screamin at eachotherdont you see its killin me.i know you im doing this to make you madand tryna make you go thru all the miserybut the truth isyou are the only onei dont wanna hurt you on purpose boyi know that you dont believe meand i kno that you dont wanna listenbut baby please let me prove to youprove to you how much i really carei need to talk you i need to let this outlet you know so after all these monthsplease listen to meim sorry baby im sorrywont you please forgive meid do anything literally anythingto have you in my arms againim regretting everything i really meaneveryhing ive done to hurt you boyi really need to speak to youi wanna be close to youi really need you i really want you boy

Do fo luv remixft. Leesuh, Big BOI & Rudy.(Leesuh)ooh oooh oooooh comon hit itwhadup my name is rudymay i take yo orderaww u want some of me thats a dolla n a quartergurl im just playini juss wanna hear you say"come with me n stay with me"ohhhhhwhat you mean you talkin bout your cribyou kno im feelin upon you like barbeques up on a ribyou kno i said it first gurlyou kno i got dibsand i dont care what they sayi really wanna have your kidsunless you think im in a rush alotbaby im not a playa i juss crush alotya you kno wassup tahts the big punishaindependent upon a shorty then i wont punishai wanna wake up together every morning at six n put my fingertips from your head to your hipsi kno we just met and you dont really know mebut i reallly like you and i wanna be more than your homieso i can be the one you love n cry tooso whats you saying baby gurl you wanna be my boothen come with me n dance the night abovecuz id do anything id do anything fo loveTheres something about the way you smile at me(smile at me baby)The way you look at me with those eyes(big brown brown eyes)Theres something about the way you say my name(say my name baby)Boy you got me so darn into you(so darn into you boy)Cuz boy, ive been searchin for a guy like youcuz boy ive been searchin for a guy like youuu(comon rudy, hit it baby, big boi, comon hit it)Its big boy said you lookin fo a guy like meand ma you know how we doi wanna be withchuforget that keep it real witchugimme a chance and ill messs witchuchyeacuz you the one for me and im the only one for youand im sayin this cuz you is my boo chyeawe keep it crackin when we chillin in the streetsn babe we keep it crackin when we chillin the sheetsn imma tell you shorty one more timeimma hit you up tell gurl one more timeTheres something about the way you smile at me(smile at me baby)The way you look at me with those eyes(big brown brown eyes)Theres something about the way you say my name(say my name baby)Boy you got me so darn into you(so darn into you boy)Dont act like you dont want it boy i know you really do(you know you do)You know i really want you boy i know i really do(i know i do)just promise me youll treat me right and ill be there for youjust call me when you want too boo im always here for youcuz baby(ive been searchin)Those feelings that i had before just started comin backim feeling more n more n more the love were meant to haveim hopin we can hit it right and make me realizeall the things im missing babe i need it in my lifesee every other guy im with just likes to play these gamesbut something you give off to me just got me so insaneso call me up and make you mineim really feeling youTheres something about the way you smile at me(smile at me baby)The way you look at me with those eyes(big brown brown eyes)Theres something about the way you say my name(say my name baby)Boy you got me so darn into you(so darn into you boy)cuz boy ive been searchin for a guy like youcuz boy ive been searchin for you...

(yo breezy let me get some of that)I love, love that thing you doand i cant take my eyesmy mind, off youim infatuated, your my babyyou complete meyou kno im gonna rock on you and maybe we can hook up later(leesuh)you see, how i want you boy i want you next to meyou feel, how im feenin you i really need you hearbut thers something bout the way you hold me so tightand the way you say my name jus got me into youyou know, i really want youyou feel, i reallly need youand boy dont you know i like the way you screamin those things to mebaby i want youyou know i need youi gotta have youso wont you come stay with me(yo breezy let me get some of that)I love, love that thing you doand i cant take my eyesmy mind, off youim infatuated, your my babyyou complete meyou kno im gonna rock on you and maybe we can hook up later(leesuh)ya boo you kno im infatuated toofrom the way you look and the way you dressfrom those sexy abs to those sexy lipsyou know im lovin that outfit, im lovin yo kicks you seesince the time i saw you boyi really knew i had you to myselfyou gotta feel so blessed to hear me sayall those things that i say when u look at mei know u trippin out by what i doi can rap, i can sing i do it all fo youboy you treat me like right man shouldi wanna stay witchu juss keep it real witchu(yo breezy let me get some of that)I love, love that thing you doand i cant take my eyesmy mind, off youim infatuated, your my babyyou complete meyou kno im gonna rock on you and maybe we can hook up later(both)I love, love that thing you doand i cant take my eyesmy mind, off youim infatuated, your my babyyou complete meyou kno im gonna rock on you and maybe we can hook up latermm, yeaa, you kno im infatuated too

i got my nails done n my hair lookin goodim goin down town to the ghetto hooodi got my sexy booty shakin all over townall them haters cant stop but look at em nowyou know im in the club like 50 centyou know im bustin the moves like im missys crewu feel im juss down here n doin my thangso dont mess wit the best cuz you aint betta than meand for all you haters who think you areu better think TWICE before messin wit meu kno im rockin them jewels n im rockin them thangslike im rockin these clubsn im workin my gameu kno im lovin this thang cuz its n ezy playlike countin one to ten gurl thats the way i amlook gurl i donno where you came fromand i dunno why u messin wit me fobut remmeber my face n remmeber L I S A my name cuz u b hearin again n againn ova n ova againu can see me i b pimpin them clubslike a real chick down on da flowsfrom dawn to dusk this is all i doi b keepin it real gurl how bout chu?cuz im rockin them jewels n im rockin them thankgslike im rockin these clubsn im working my gameu kno im lovhing this thang cuz its n ezy playlike countin one to ten gurl thats the way i amyou feel i aint got nobody round like youand you tell im not tryna play around with youyou knowi feel im playin this game i doand im not tryna play wit that game you docuz im rockin them jewels n im rockin them thangslike im rockin these clubsn im working my gameu know im loving this thang cuz its an ezy playlike countin one to tengurl thats the way i amcuz thats the way i amman thats the way i am.