drlucky143

I am a very shy person. Not necessarily shy but i really seclude my feelings. Only those closest to me know my true feelings. I want to tell her so bad.... I moving about 6 hours away to a military boarding school. She did give me her address so i could write to her. If she didnt feel the same way i wouldnt mind. I just dont want that to be a really awkward thing. I dont want to ruin our relationship and with other people who are mutual friends.I dont want to leave her in an awkward moment. I am just completely unsure what i should do. This is much more than "i like that girl" I become so attached to people. Both my parents are dead and their deaths really sent me back because i am so attached to people. I would do anything to prevent from destroying our relationship, yet i know for a fact that i will feel guilty if i never say anything. i truly love her... this isnt one of those things that will pass. We go to a really small private school and stuff like this would spread really fast. So i wouldnt just be making things awkward between her and me. I mean i have one week until we part forever ( i hope not forever) and i have got to leave her something that she will remember me by. Man.............. love ......... such a weird thing

We are about 3 years apart.... so taht is a pretty big gap (well its big in school... otherwise it would be normal) I mean by no means do i look or act younger than her. The thing is i am moving away in several weeks. I really want her to know that i like her. I dont however want her to think differently of me or not like me anymore. I want to leave a good image when i Leave. Leave on a highnote. I really dont think she really has any other interest in me then bneing friends. I mean i see no signs at all that she likes me or has the slightest idea i like her, but i am not a master at reading signs. So i dont know.

Man... There is this awesome girl. I Reallly like her alot. She is a coiple years older than me so i dont expect myself to have a chance. She is great. We talk alot in school and after school sometimes. I like her alot... buti cant really tell if she likes me. I dont think she does. I mean i am not quite sure what i should do. MAybe its because i am younger.I dont know. Some advise would nice.