dougfisher

Ok I have a serious starring problem, basically I stare at people I try not to as now It has gotten me into trouble as far as people thinking your a stalker. I starred at a cashier girl once and I felt horrible about it so I tried to go through her till more often hoping I would get a chance to apolagize but as time went on I totally pussed out and I think they thought I was a stalker. So basically I just stopped shopping there all together for like 4 years. So I got a job at a new place and it turns out the girls mom works at the fricken store and I think it has gotten out that im a weirdo stalker totally *BLEEP*ed. I try my hardest not to stare at people these days but I feel Im getting a bad reputation now based on my starring. Oh also I do try not to stare at people too much I find myself even starring down people probably looks like im checking them out including old peoples asses. Anyways thought id throw my story out hoping that someone can atleast help me feel better about my situation feels like a Ben Stiller movie I am not kidding you. Should I just come clean about it because I feel like I got slandered for being a stalker at work and im totally not I have a gf and everything she doesnt know about this and I dont think she knows about my problem. My starring problem runs deep if someone has a zit on there head or has a missing eye I will look at that spot. oh man this *BLEEP* runs soo deep I think im just gonna have to straight up tell people I have a starring problem. Ya I even check out guys asses im not gay, this has gotten so out of hand atleast now im trying to control it before I would just let it go. This is total OCD I also do have an anxiety problem. Maybe I can do see a doctor about this???? oh Also the other day at my girlfriend moms my eyes were jumpy *BLEEP*kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk I hope she doesnt think I was checking her out or someshit AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!