Thanks everyone for the replies *hugs* I think I'm somewhat in the depression stage too.. Like I entered university with scholarship and everything, but I flunked last year.. I sorta distanced myself from a few people too... I just dont like to imagine myself doing what I do in class every day for the rest of my life... (it's science, and it's very repetitive)
I thought disciplining would help make it better because then you dont have time to think of negative stuff.. now I'm not sure..
Anyway.. Maybe I should try what you guys have done.. and oh leiaah, how to have a clear goal?.. Like when I think of the future.. it's somewhat blank.. I've talked to my family and friends, but like I dont feel the connection and it doesnt really help.. It just help at the time I talk to them, but after that I just get back on being lost.. Like I'm not sure what I want from my life.. ... how do you know what you want from life?..
Sorry if I sound like a depressing person and may ruin your day.. that's not my intention..
-L